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up until dawn, where has the night gone? another front porch for another song these strings resonate my sadness through the world im happy to let you know you mean the world to me passive aggressive recessive excessive express how i feel unimpressed and depressed losing inspiration and positivity lost in a thunderstorm of antipathy but reflecting in your eyes i surely saw a brightness a light that glows as brilliant as the sun if we can find a world that wasn’t so blinded maybe we could see luminescence in everyone poke at my brain with a long stick throw ideas at a wall see which ones stick broken bottles broken dreams, arthritic wrists narcissistic nihilist howling dejected rhetoric my acrimonious dissonance towards societal ignorance distracted pacified masses unable to think abstractly it makes me feel so sad you see to drown in such misanthropy this must not be the world for me miserable humanity spit upon the ground, let the world keep spinnin round going back to the place i feel at home a hole inside my head a little corner deep and black lit up by the dawn of the sun up until dawn, where has the night gone…...
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Fell in love, now im spittin blood its a god damn cryin shame halfway across the world beside a beautiful girl but the stars all look the same as they always did, since i was a kid had a dream of being free wild and reckless life of anarchy now i laugh at the laws and i walk across countries and these borders dont seem to mean a god damn thing swam in the deep, now im spittin teeth its a god damn crying shame if runnin from the past is a race im surely last and i aint that great at this game and i never been. im never goin back to that place again handcuffs scar my wrist i didnt feel all that wild or wreckless but oh lord i feel wrecked like a derailed train, head on collision, superstitions never seemed superstitious at all fast track, blacked out double stack cannonball headed strait, strait for a concrete wall i can drown y’all in a bottle of alcohol or i can ride away on the fastest damned freight train but a boxcar full of booze cant keep me away from you youre here to stay every time i awake youre ghost is lyin right beside me right beside me, but thats just how it goes ive seen the river, seen the mountain tops laughed with the people, spat at the cops i got my scars you got yers too but im on my way comin back to you felt the rain, swallowed the sun from the depths of hell to kingdom come i will renounce the throne and the crown until the flames come pourin down
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these bones they creek, they crack and they ache these trees grow old and the branches they break these rivers and streams run out like the lines on my grandmothers face and this world, is a beautiful place and this world, is a strange wicked place these knuckles they buckle, these elbows lock up like the gears of an old antique grandfather clock stuck still in time but the ticking wont stop the iron it rusts and the wood starts to rot and this world, is a beautiful place and this world, is a strange wicked place these tendons they stretch these muscles grow sore these apples are rotten right down to the core this disease is spreading from the fruits to the trees from the compost of death sprouts the life of new seeds and this world, is a beautiful place and this world, is a strange wicked place
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Lonely Road 02:19
Lonely road, call my name i was sick of this town so i caught me a westbound train now i walk, these city streets with holes in my feet and im homesick again but i aint goin back no i aint goin back for a while these people and places oh how they make me smile a young boys dream turns into a young mans life see my face change in the reflection of a pocket knife old boxcar call my name sick of this town so sick of the rain the sun shines some other place but i aint got no home for to rest my bones willow tree, why do you weep? could it be, could it be that youre weeping for me? plant a seed, plant a seed from the acorn come the oak, strong and hard Little by little ill climb every branch the limbs how they wave the leaves how they dance the wind how it comes from a million miles away just to blow a soft breeze across my worn and weathered face
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hey now purty mama its okay to cry everybody knows everybodys born to die why not spend our time getting high and feelin fine? hey pretty mama you know its okay to cry oh sweet darlin why you gotta complain? outside this liquor store we’ll spend our days askin for spare change, ridin midnight trains oh sweet darlin aint no reason to complain railroad spike, fixgear bike, throwin up and fallin down face tattoos, left eye bruised, i think ive seen him around overalls, alcohol patched bibs, dirty rigs gettin a bit down on the dirty kids im on the next train outta town yer mama tried to buy you a new pair of shoes instead you spent the money all on booze gut rot, hot shot, blood clot dirty sox did this life you chose or were you born to lose? road kids living wild and ridin hard stowin away on intermodal cars nothin can be done but to wait til morning comes when the sun comes chasin way the coldest stars I know a man who works in the knoxville yard he can stow me away on an intermodal car onto the shenandoah gorge it will roll it will roar beneath the moon, atop the iron ore high security yards, doublestack cars, they’re pickin apart your string passed out drunk, shoulda rode junk, you dont notice a thing reckless kid never learned your shit, but yer makin it hard for the ones that did leavin me with a bad taste in my mouth, are you blowin up or hoppin out? Hey know theres a lesson to be learned listen close kid and dont get burned dont be seen and dont be heard and lay off that 211 dont go chasing a train around that ol curve with yer vision blurred
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meet me on the z train to nowhere hot shot highballing bound for hell aimless shameless wandering without care theres a beer in every boxcar cardboard in every well may your whisky never empty, your vices fill your voids blinded by the coal dust, deaf from all the noise nostalgia of the hobos past caught by a poloroid emerging from the smoke lost and alone see you on the next train out of somewhere somewhere aint no where i want to be lost in the desert with the brittle broken branches of the sage brush is where ill be set free
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Sorgmarsch 02:22
so long to my lovers well ill see you on the moon if you plan to meet me here, never is too soon goodbye to my mother for the seas between us rage from the corals on the floor to the thunder of the waves take me to the mountain where the sun is always warm there aint no fear of death as we go raging with the storm so long to my lovers i will see you on the moon never, never is too soon hello to my comrades, that sail the starlit seas with the blinking of a breath now is much too breif hello to the goddesses and gods of ancient lore may we all find peace and freedom upon the astral shores take me to the mountain where the sun is always warm there aint no fear of death as we go raging with the storm Hello to my comrades that sail the starlit seas its always always much too breif farewell to the forests animals and trees scavengers and bottom feeders amongst the turning leaves when my body turns to compost the wolves will have their feast set me free set me free set me free solidarity to the struggling, fighting for their lives we shall meet again at the rising of the tides when the moon it reaches magnitude and the fireside it flickers a thousand drops of rain turned to a rushing river
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Empyrean 04:07
EMPYRIA Outside upon the grass that grows itself we stare to the sky that holds her own mutual love between the stars just might start wars upon the prairies of Mars these city lights burn so ugly sit and watch the cars flyin by frustration from the fact that my empyria is only found when i close my eyes inside my mind, triggered neurons fire vastness of abysmal emptiness explodes the smoking barrel of an empty rifle all i know is the more i know i know nothing anymore inside my minds neurons trigger fire bigger and bigger the smallness grows until theres nothing left and all i know is the more i know i know nothing anymore theres a red bird sitting on the window blackbird kawing at the sun fly me to the moon with the ravens internal battles over, but the eternal war is never won freedom for the pike means death for the minnow freedom for the minnow means death for the pike we can ride our bike to the liquor store and ignore all the sadness of the world
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Ra 03:55
RA Dark Clouds, on a summers rain as the thunder, calls your name lightning strikes, brittle white bones poison flowers with thorns of gold planted in death, watered in blood from seeds of chaos sprouts true love eyes of fire, hands of ice electric current, down my spine philladelphia, these filthy streets may this not be, the last time we meet rays of sun, on a winters dark darkness dissolves, melts away sadness lightens, blindness at bay summer rains as the thunder calls my name
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INTERGALACTIC COFFEE Galaxy in a coffee cup well bottoms up constellation of freckles on the skin staring deep the night sky comes alive breathing so slow i swear i could feel the starlight glowing in your eyes theres no such thing as freedom in this city concrete laid, suffocates the dirt but from the cracks in the sidewalk sprouts a single seed determined to resuscitate the breath upon the earth the trash cans in paris hold 10 million treasures stuffed into another plastic bag hauled off to a land fill, fill the earth with trash building towers and temples on a mountain bound to crash bound to the earth parasitic life i will sing into the howling wind with the soaring birds lie the essence of my words upon the feathers of a wing
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FREE TO TRAVEL Free to travel, unravel my mind kicked outa town ive been nickeled and dimed you say that its a crime but its a sign of the times write my name down on the ticket but i wont pay the fine tell me baby whats wrong with this world border to border state to state country to country its all the same rich folks hidin behind golden gates while the common folk are struggelin to put food on their plate we love across town passed the hole in the fence got 6 whole dollars and 66 cents in a cozy little corner by the rail road line just past the no trespassing sign come on in babay come on down throw your money in the pot pass the bottle around enjoy the fireside and the company telling stories like its 1933 oh babe it aint no lie the way im livin is surely mighty fine free to stay put, plant some seeds, rooted in the ground like a grandmother tree they think were all crazy cause we strive to be free spark the fire of community line to line street to street country to country its all a shame rich folks dont even know my name but i forgot theirs too so i guess were all the same when i fall asleep i dream, when i dream i learn to fly when i fly i feel so free, like a bird up in the sky when i wake up im so un… satisified
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we all turn the color of dirt face and our hands pants and our skirts earth gives way to an iron machine wood turns to concrete oil to steam think of the places that weve been half of them im never going there agian think of the ways that we got where we are bicycles freight trains aeroplanes and cars you look at me like i am a ghost the spirit of someone that you used to know but you forgot their face they left so long ago its so startling to see starlight from 10000 years ago Sittin outside starin in with longing, never understood at what they were laughing so i threw a brick and the glass went crashing, sirens wailing lights are flashing now i understand where i belong outside of a broken window screaming a song now i understand where i call home running as fast as i can down a dead end road so may your bottle never be empty may your train never be late livin life by a jug of whisky here’s to a hole in every fence a hole in every fuckin cage may your boxcars always be plentiful to keep you out of the rain remember to learn what a smile is worth as we all turn the color the color of dirt May your travels always be distant but grounded you stay may yer head be yer home vagabonds drifters and misfits you look at the stars and youll never be alone may your eyes never be jaded your love never be lost as we run across the world on a freight train rollin i must thank you for what it is we have stolen back back the most novel attempt at freedom is a night sky alone
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Sofiya 04:17
SOFIYA Sofiya the sun is setting far beyond you pinks and purples illuminate the skies trying to find comfort in the struggle of a driftin distant dreamin kind of life sofiya i aint complainin cause i aint hungry and i know i got another beer to drink in a distant land with familiar faces i will travel on sun is settin on sofiya burning pink i can smell the musk of a soviet era rail car feel the dense sweat heavy in the air see the balkan mountains, of a southwestern horizon dissappear freight cars and steam engines lie in shambles abandoned and forgotten left to rust a cemetery of a distant time line dissolving to a thin and lonely dust sofiya the moon the moon will soon be rising above the crooked houses made of stone the rains the rains the rains will soon be falling like a child crying all alone the dogs they walk these streets like they own them living off of leftovers and trash to think im any better, im not so naieve forever to howl with the pack at the waxing moon
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Ragtime Tune 03:34
sing you another ragtime tune, honey i'm broke as hell Sing you another ragtime tune, life could only go so well Close my eyes, try to escape, i don't really like it here, anyway from the whippoorwill to the willow tree, life can seem so sweet, from the whippoorwill to the willow tree, life can be such a dream but i'm waitin for a train, down pour rain, trying to drink away my pain sing you another ragtime tune, honey i'm broke as hell i been to the ocean, i been to the sea, seen the whole world thru but the only time i'm happy at all, is honey when im with you but you said goodbye, you said so long, you'll only be happy when im dead n gone pocket full of pennies, bottle full of booze, singing the worried blues nothin to lose but these holes in my shoes but i ain't comin back to you night after night, day by day slowly learning to waste away
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from the dryness of the desert to the forests filled with rain there are no borders no nations and no flags these lines divide the mind, separate us one by one until were on a hunt with a thirst for siblings blood beyond gender beyond race beyond class beyond religion philosophy and caste cast rocks into the creek we are raindrops one by one until we form a raging river the ocean we become cast a wrench into the machine, watch it come undone until we form resistance the revolution we become
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Aelkemy 07:18
ALCHEMY Old Oak tree, born from a seed reach for the skie, burning to ash dance with the leaves, moan with the branches, taken for granted, left here to rot Alchemy, what have you done? the gold of the sun, the silver moon What will you do? when theres nothing to lose theres nothing to prove but to prove that theres nothing left here to prove youre sitting up there, im standing down here it all becomes clear that our focus is blurred learn to be learned, let your head rest’ on a pillow of stone, my dear dispossessed walk with thy feet, flesh on the ground drink from the rivers, of these old dirty towns old willow tree, born from a seed dance with the leaves on a cool autumn breeze goodbye my love, that stands there above for the bodies last work; to return to the dirt so long my dear, so close and so near in the arms of sweet death, cradled dispossessed patriarchy, may it drown in the seas held deep beneath, until the violence ceases left bleeding to sink, to the calm ancient floors drift back to shore, peaceful and swollen old oak tree, born from a seed drink in the rain, bathe in the wind when the fires come, darlin dont run just stare towards the sun, return to the earth

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After another year of travel another album has come together. The hard drive crashed on a full moon when the project was around half done... the project was then restarted. 2 weeks and 4 days later it is now released. Mixed and mastered in 2 days. Hopefully it will be re-mixed/mastered in the future. In my eyes this is the most "mature" sound I have developed. Much of it was written in Europe and ALL of it was written on the road. Relentlessly recorded in a cold garage in Minnesota with a plethora of acoustic instruments.

The Instruments Used Include:
Guitar
5 String Banjo
Tenor Banjo
Fiddle/Violin
Upright Bass
Gut Bucket
Piano
Autoharp
Mandolin
Washboard
Tambourine
Pots/Pans
Homemade Resophonic Parlor Guitar
Drum Kit
Enormous Kick Drum (tuned like a Timpani)
Kazoo with Heat Lamp Cone
Hand Saw
ALL INSTRUMENTS RECORDED ACOUSTICALLY.
No Amps No Masters

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released April 24, 2015

Huge thanks to Charley, Madelyn, Moglo, Aaron and Luc for helping me get this project done. Madelyn and Charley are who you hear singing with me. The album art was created by Morning Glory. Aaron is playing Banjo on "Ragtime." Luc lent me the computer to record.

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